this pain

"im sick. im not weak."
i keep these words on mind. always. i dont know. i always have it.

i dont want always be looked down.

maybe this is one of my heaviest days
unexpected pains
but lucky me Allah always give me His love
through my beloved family and bf that always there.
always care.
not afraid nor disgust.
not avoid and always try to give their best.
friends that understand.
ready to listen.
thank you.